成绩出了，这一次我考到不理想。我第一次考到酱的成绩，心情实在是很难平复。虽然我朋友不断的估鼓励我，很努力的逗我开心，但我的眼泪还是不由自主的滑落。她应该很错愕吧，第一次看到我酱。回到家，找了个机会告诉了妈妈，可是她第一句话竟然不是安慰我，之后也没有一句安慰的话，我更加难过，哭得更厉害。老实说，我撑的很辛苦。有时在想，不如死了一了百了，但我知道我不可以酱自私。可是每次回到家，每次我跟你们讲我的问题，你们不是不回答我，就是跟我讲不要相信朋友，答非所问。我很想回答你，既然你们都帮不了我，我不相信朋友我还能相信谁。久而久之，我也很少提起我的事情了，有时你们问到，我也是随便的回答几句。我在想，我到底还能撑多久？我还要撑多久？也许也不是很久吧！但我知道，今晚我一定会留着泪入眠。

Sabah Trip

Went to Sabah to enjoy my holiday. 1st time flight,feel something different. The feeling of take off and landing of the flight are awesome and I like that feeling(my roommate say I'm a weirdo). Looking out from the window of the airplane,I saw many cloud and I feel so good about it. However, the seat of the airplane are a bit narrow and too 90 degree. This make my backbone a bit pain while sitting for 3 hours flight. After the 3 hours flight, we still have to take 2 hours drive to reach my roommate's hometown(Lahad Datu). The place is different from KL. We only can see the oil palm during the journey. After the 2 hours drive, finally reached my roommate's house. Her house got few dogs and puppies. The puppies were so cute.Then I met my roommate mom and her mom was a friendly and like to smile person. We are so tired and we take a rest. At Sabah, 6pm the sky already start turn to dark and 6am the sky will bright. Then we have a special love dinner cooked by roommate's mom. After that watch TV together with her mom and slept. Once I took my dinner my roommate told me later still got supper and they got tea time at evening. Omg! one day have 5 meal. I really can't 'handle' it. During the few day we staying there also doing the same thing - watching TV, going out with friends and having lunch and dinner. But the most thing that I did is sleeping. One of the special food that I had ate is the steam snail and also fried pan mee with my roommate and her friends. I like that steam snail dish. At Sabah, there have different types of 'kon lo mee' but most of the 'kon lo mee' is white in colour and serve with chicken or sliced ​​pork(they call 'shang yok'). During the trip, we just eat and sleep. I also make few new friends and gain a lot of knowledge throughout this trip. Happy ending! Here is some of the photo~ :)